A few entries back I displayed my displeasure with my neighborhood Church...On the same day, I told my neighbor the same and she was very quick to condemn them as false, but I took up their defense, because at least they were trying...everyone makes mistakes, leaders of the church make more mistakes than any sometimes...so I told her:

It's still faithful believers, gathering in the Name of Christ once a week, as they were commanded. Even if they do not know what they are doing, for lack of a decent shepherd/pastor...At least they are "church-goers." Better than those who don't go at all...and I cited Paul:

Hbr 10:25 Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some [is]; but exhorting [one another]: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching.

She responded, "Just because people do not go to church does not make them bad...(did I say it did?)they may be better than those who go and pretend...A house or building does not bring God to you...It's Faith..."

(A thought that just came to mind, the building often brings people to God, at least makes them think about Him, and very often, if run by successful, obedient people, will bring God to them, in the form of the Holy Spirit.)

Anyway, I responded, perceiving her thoughts, It would be nice if you meant this, but you do not, because you can't have faith in God apart from hearing/reading His Word.

If God is your neighbor, and He IS, then you and He need to have fellowship together and work together, to bring His Kingdom to earth, otherwise what is your faith in? Witchcraft? Money? Physical strength? the Devil? These practitioners have faith too and their faith is in one another as well. Yet they live off the Godly men and women and children among them, snaring, suckering, killing and eating the Holy among them if they can...That is why we go to Church and study the Bible. So that we will know better and be prepared to do battle with these forces, able to defend ourselves-Spiritualy-against our enemies...We walk among the lying, living dead and in order to have God's Protection, we need to be faithful, and do what He commands, or we will not be able to stand, and will at last, be snared and taken and led, in chains, under darkness, to the Pit.

Once a person ends up in darkness, they are ever ready to entreat those who walk in Light, whether they want to enjoy that Light for the sake of Light or because they are evil and wish to put out the Light, we need to know.

Thus one is safer in a House that boldly proclaims and bears His Word and Name, and enjoy fellowship with one another and Him, then out in the world, among many different opinions, and desires...and I cited Jesus:

Mat 18:20 For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.

and

Jhn 14:15 If ye love me, keep my commandments.

There is absolutely no excuse for the population of my town not being in Church every Sunday. And there is no excuse for the Church not doing whatever is necessary to bring these souls to Church.

In the coming years, we are going to see this happen, else I and He are going to be "crucified" and rejected of this people, for this people, and by this people, Ala Independence Day.

 

Liberty or Freedom

 

"We know the Race is not to the swift nor the Battle to the Strong. Do you not think an Angel rides in the Whirlwind and directs this Storm?" --John Page, July 20, 1776

'iight...

Many are stalled, but few are frozen. Why? Because few have been chosen...Enjoy their Light and keep warm...

Rom 8:14-21 For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God.

For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father.

The Spirit itself beareth witness with our spirit, that we are the children of God:

And if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with [him], that we may be also glorified together.

For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time [are] not worthy [to be compared] with the glory which shall be revealed in us.

For the earnest expectation of the creature waiteth for the manifestation of the sons of God.

For the creature was made subject to vanity, not willingly, but by reason of him who hath subjected [the same] in hope,

Because the creature itself also shall be delivered from the bondage of corruption into the glorious liberty of the children of God.

Satan is Lord of this world and society.

Luk 4:5-7 And the devil, taking him up into an high mountain, shewed unto him all the kingdoms of the world in a moment of time.

And the devil said unto him, All this power will I give thee, and the glory of them: for that is delivered unto me; and to whomsoever I will I give it.

If thou therefore wilt worship me, all shall be thine.

Job 1:12 And the LORD said unto Satan, Behold, all that he hath [is] in thy power; only upon himself put not forth thine hand. So Satan went forth from the presence of the LORD.

We don't belong to 'im...

Act 26:18 To open their eyes, [and] to turn [them] from darkness to light, and [from] the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins, and inheritance among them which are sanctified by faith that is in me.

And we want 'im out, ya heard?

Rev 12:9 And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him.

CHRIST IS LORD OF CREATION

Yet many serve Satan and few serve Christ.

All men, hopefully, have offspring or reproduce. Some men care for their young. Other men live off of their young, whether they make them slaves to the same oppressive wants and needs that they are slaves to or whether they actually eat their own, they live off of those with a Divine Right to Life within Christ.

Jesus, as the Christ, offered Himself for any who would take part in the Promise of Divine Protection against Satan and the benevolent and bountiful Providence of God, Our Father.

Satan needs you to deny this Promise and follow him if he should win the right to feed off of you or upon you.

1Pe 5:8 Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour: Whom resist stedfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world.

Jesus prepared us to battle...

Mat 10:16 Behold, I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves: be ye therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves.

On this July the 4th, 2004, remember their is a essential difference between "freedom" and "liberty" that few seem to understand as well as the Devil.

"Liberty" is a grant bestowed upon men, much like riches or wisdom, in return for right action and thought, or service and worship...There is an affectation of Joy in True Liberty that is unlike any other in Creation.

The Liberty Bell does not possess a crack for no good reason...

"Freedom" is something hard won. The very word suggests "deliverence" from an oppressor, and there is no greater folly under heaven than imagining yourselves free in slavery, such was the case of the Israelites who wished to return to Egypt because they did not mind slavery as long as they could do as they pleased (sin) and didn't have to serve the Lord in Truth and Spirit.

Freedom to the slave will come at any price. But the slave is not always oppressed. Servitude is not always a burden.

To win your freedom lawfully can be as joyous as the Liberty you originally were granted at Conception.

The slavery you sometimes strive to win and endure in this country is foolish and vain.

Too much freedom, leads men to corruption of soul and into bonds of slavery that they strive to make seem like freedom or liberty...

"Liberty" is known by the very formation produced in the heart, mind and soul upon uttering or hearing the word "Liberty." There is a Dignity and Nobility to It that is not found in "Freedom." There is definition in the tone and wisdom in the structure of the pronounce Word, "Liberty." "Freedom" is had "at last..." "Liberty" is bestowed from the beginning.

Freedom is chaotic and can stir a perverse pride when you must win freedom at any cost, fight for it constantly, and be on guard against loss of freedom.

"Liberty" exists within a mode of behavioral patterns that no man's will can penetrate, corrupt nor subject.

Freedom can be enjoyed by a beast.

"Liberty" permits God's Chosen to subdue the beasts and human heart to an order of Divine Being.

We who enjoy America's Freedoms are not always at Liberty to do as we ought, and frequently asked to do as we ought not to partake in this "Freedom."

Those "set free" by Christ enjoy "Liberty" and do not desire the freedoms of American culture and society.

Gal 5:1 Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage.

Rom 6:3-23 Know ye not, that so many of us as were baptized into Jesus Christ were baptized into his death?

Therefore we are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life.

For if we have been planted together in the likeness of his death, we shall be also [in the likeness] of [his] resurrection:

Knowing this, that our old man is crucified with [him], that the body of sin might be destroyed, that henceforth we should not serve sin.

For he that is dead is freed from sin.

Now if we be dead with Christ, we believe that we shall also live with him:

Knowing that Christ being raised from the dead dieth no more; death hath no more dominion over him.

For in that he died, he died unto sin once: but in that he liveth, he liveth unto God.

Likewise reckon ye also yourselves to be dead indeed unto sin, but alive unto God through Jesus Christ our Lord.

Let not sin therefore reign in your mortal body, that ye should obey it in the lusts thereof.

Neither yield ye your members [as] instruments of unrighteousness unto sin: but yield yourselves unto God, as those that are alive from the dead, and your members [as] instruments of righteousness unto God.

For sin shall not have dominion over you: for ye are not under the law, but under grace.

What then? shall we sin, because we are not under the law, but under grace? God forbid.

Know ye not, that to whom ye yield yourselves servants to obey, his servants ye are to whom ye obey; whether of sin unto death, or of obedience unto righteousness?

But God be thanked, that ye were the servants of sin, but ye have obeyed from the heart that form of doctrine which was delivered you.

Being then made free from sin, ye became the servants of righteousness.

I speak after the manner of men because of the infirmity of your flesh: for as ye have yielded your members servants to uncleanness and to iniquity unto iniquity; even so now yield your members servants to righteousness unto holiness.

For when ye were the servants of sin, ye were free from righteousness.

What fruit had ye then in those things whereof ye are now ashamed? for the end of those things [is] death.

But now being made free from sin, and become servants to God, ye have your fruit unto holiness, and the end everlasting life.

For the wages of sin [is] death; but the gift of God [is] eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.

Rom 8:2 For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath made me free from the law of sin and death.

Phl 3:15-21 Let us therefore, as many as be perfect, be thus minded: and if in any thing ye be otherwise minded, God shall reveal even this unto you.

Nevertheless, whereto we have already attained, let us walk by the same rule, let us mind the same thing.

Brethren, be followers together of me, and mark them which walk so as ye have us for an ensample.

(For many walk, of whom I have told you often, and now tell you even weeping, [that they are] the enemies of the cross of Christ:

Whose end [is] destruction, whose God [is their] belly, and [whose] glory [is] in their shame, who mind earthly things.)

For our conversation is in heaven; from whence also we look for the Saviour, the Lord Jesus Christ:

Who shall change our vile body, that it may be fashioned like unto his glorious body, according to the working whereby he is able even to subdue all things unto himself.

America are you Free or faking it?

 

I was a big Metallica fan growing up. When they sold out I was confused at first, but then as I became more involved in Truth, I understood better.

Metallica lyrics betray the righteous heart of the noble warrior/hero and exalt the blind, stupid and snake-like strength of the devil.

Very clever way of disarming the righteous by imitating true strength and claiming to expose injustice, attacking the heart of all that is good and noble about man and if snared, eating, ingesting, and stealing what remains of him...Ravenous.

Turn it around with the true strength of Abel, who would stoop to raise/help Cain stand and regain his proper strength and abilities, so that he no longer has to live the life of a jealous snake or cowardly thief.

Can't be done through violence or cunning, of which I believe it is not in Abel's nature to be, but must be done with an open hand, at a heart level, piercing the armor of the dragon within Cain's heart with the golden arrow of the child-warrior soon to become man and king with kings of the King of kings. Making Cain and Abel equal and knowable.

For up until now, we really don't know Cain, or Edom, or Aaron or whomever could not be known as victims of being raised in someone else's shadow...who reacted as any child might and made matters worse by cursing the Holy Spirit. It is because Cain rejected His Maker that he became what he is not and found a reason to exist in that realm that has become as pathologically impossible to escape as the original sin/crime he committed. By allowing Cain to live and even reward him with an inheritance the Lord showed how much mercy is in Him and Cain found it to be a curse the way he accepted it or rejected it and that is the reason Cain cannot be. It is no longer a situation of being raised in someone's shadow or being compared to another but simply Cain's own insistence that he has not been treated fairly. He never gave his whole heart to God and never gave it to himself either.

He's found solace in who he is not and no one will recognize a soul that is not, only run from it, or become like it, equally perverse. For Cain finds much glory and acceptance in his fallen state, but it isn't for who Cain really is, and that must be worse than his original rejection, though he glroy ibn it nonetheless.

Thus he became "Saint Anger." Who lashes out at Abel because Abel too is capable of sin. Everytime Abel crosses the line, Cain is there waitingto say "Aha! See? he's no better than I. I am right."

But it remains Cain who is incapable or unwilling to be innocent.

I remain completely convinced that an innocent Cain is one of the most beautiful creations ever imagined by the Holy Creator, else there would not be such resistance in comparison and wrath in being denied. God knows Cain is capable of so much more than Cain is willing to give. Thus we see that while God says he hated Esau, he really must have loved him but that Esau's disobedience worked so much havoc that he must "hate"/reject him. Not to mention God often finds use for Cain's disobedience which Cain is quick to claim glory for but it still remains nothing that Cain actually is.

 

http://www.christian-underground.com/viewtopic.php?t=452

There's the link to the thread I think. If it's incorrect, just go to the general discussion forum, the thread is titled AntiSemitism in the Church...
Don't try to defend me unless you don't mind being banned without consideration. Maybe if you buy a t-shirt from the site they'll let you post a few times before banning you...
I have to get ready for Church, maybe I'll update this evening.
Have a good day!

Church was a downer yesterday. I've made every effort to help this congregation move from darkness to light.
They usually have "Coffee Hour" following worship services, and I've changed it to "Green Tea Hour" and offer healthy snacks and green tea and juices rather than coffee and pie and cookies they usually scarf down.
They do not like me, but I'm not there for them, I am there for their children.
Some of the older members like me, because they loved the Lord once upon a time and have suffered for years for their own sins and know they have no hope save in the Lord. But some jackasses who have made themselves the church's overseers are trying to implement their own wills to direct the church in an apostasy to usher in a more humanistic/worldly influence and agenda.
I despise them for this and will stand in their way until I am removed or they give in and accept Him.

Meanwhile, a beautiful summer continues unabated by the world's desires. I've planted a small but growing garden. Adam really had no idea what he lost when he lost his right to the Garden. It is a singular joy, working the land and watching the "fruits" of your labors grow.

Men and women can be such pompous asses when they try to do their own wills. And such beautiful children of God when they accept His Will in their lives...

May the simple acquiescence of a well-nutured plant teach us how easy growth can be in the Lord and how utterly stunting our own desires and will can be, and how disasterously we oppose ourselves when given over to that evil desire ever-so-quaintly and disarmingly called "humanism."

Hello, hello, hello, hello, hi...

Sooo...I have "somebody" to thank for replying to my last entry. Kind of a negative response, but I expected some of that...At any rate, check it, I "hallowed" back:)
Looks like it's going to be a beautiful day today. The Sun is shining, the earth is still wet from the rain overnight...and I've got a long list of things to do, so I'll make this short and perhaps share some more this evening.
I started a Journal on AOL. Jeez, I figure AOL would blow doors on this site with all the creative energies it pours into all that it offers, icons, wallpapers, screennames, homepages, etc...They really do offer a lot with these as far as creative ioptions goes. But with the Journal, it's very strictly business. There's like three formats to choose from, and that's it, except for colors, of which there are like ten to choose from, they don't offer very much fluff and spamage...
But that's fine, suits me. I like to keep it simple, when I can.
Here's the address, check it for yourselves...tell me what you think...

http://journals.aol.com/eveningstarshade/DaWord/entries/71/

Well, daylight's a wastin'. Y'all have a mighty good day in the LORD. I'll check back this eveningtime...

Much Love from your numba one hata'...

Yo, bumrush the show...

Whassup, whassup, whassup?!!!

So, I was thinking today and ummm, I can't remember exactly what I was thinking, my mind is teetering on the brink of over-exhaustion and may give out at any moment, but I was thinking that people may not be able to come to God because God accepts them as they are, as He created them to be, and it's impossible for most people to be who they are anymore, because the world demands that you be who you are not. Everyone is a pathological liar. It's starts in infancy and it's just part of survival, and if there is no way made out, may last your entire life, and that is the inheritance you will pass onto the next generation, your children. All media venues sell nothing but lies and misinformation. Parents lie to their children as soon as possible as a matter of course. If you're willing to be honest, you get trampled or ignored...You may have all the solutions to the world's problems but if you're not willing to be part of the crowd, no one cares...

Thus God says "Come out of Her my children and I shall be your Father..." And what does the Church say? "Go into Her and get us more members and tithes, etc...One Church says go in and save Israel.

1 Ne. 14: 10

And he said unto me: Behold there are save two churches only; the one is the church of the Lamb of God, and the other is the church of the devil; wherefore, whoso belongeth not to the church of the Lamb of God belongeth to that great church, which is the mother of abominations; and she is the whore of all the earth.

There is really nothing wrong with the government set in place in America, it's the people. We thrive on issues that really are the most childishly stupid dramatics anyone ever dreamed up, and why? Because men and women are mostly evil and desire their children to be likewise...But no one but Jesus would admit to it.

Our Solution is the Children, but it depends on the willingness of the "adult" to be a humble childlike influence and model for the child to follow so that the child can be him or herself and blossom naturally as a god among gods or among heathen...

Mat 7:11 If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask him?

Relax folks. Take it one day at a time. And I don't mean sit about and be lazy slobs and make your living off of "suckers" and corruption. There is yet much work to be done, but the laborers are few and if they cannot be trusted , they wont be chosen for the work. I don't care how skilled they might be, and I don't care how long the work must wait and suffer to be done, they'll not enter in if they cannot be honest and reliable. Be diligent and thrifty and honest and loving and compassionate, and bold and wise as serpents and harmless as doves and gentle as lambs, yet strong as lions. Be as willing as Abel and as eager for good works as Jesus and the Apostles...Above all have Faith and Charity, and your Light will begin to shine in obscurity.

We have not gone through perils and want and lack and hardships and persecution only to fall back and be taken. We have suffered only to be strengthened and established at the last. Believe! And do.

Jam 2:8-26 If ye fulfil the royal law according to the scripture, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself, ye do well:

But if ye have respect to persons, ye commit sin, and are convinced of the law as transgressors.

For whosoever shall keep the whole law, and yet offend in one [point], he is guilty of all.

For he that said, Do not commit adultery, said also, Do not kill. Now if thou commit no adultery, yet if thou kill, thou art become a transgressor of the law.

So speak ye, and so do, as they that shall be judged by the law of liberty.

For he shall have judgment without mercy, that hath shewed no mercy; and mercy rejoiceth against judgment.

What [doth it] profit, my brethren, though a man say he hath faith, and have not works? can faith save him?

If a brother or sister be naked, and destitute of daily food,

And one of you say unto them, Depart in peace, be [ye] warmed and filled; notwithstanding ye give them not those things which are needful to the body; what [doth it] profit?

Even so faith, if it hath not works, is dead, being alone.

Yea, a man may say, Thou hast faith, and I have works: shew me thy faith without thy works, and I will shew thee my faith by my works.

Thou believest that there is one God; thou doest well: the devils also believe, and tremble.

But wilt thou know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead?

Was not Abraham our father justified by works, when he had offered Isaac his son upon the altar?

Seest thou how faith wrought with his works, and by works was faith made perfect?

And the scripture was fulfilled which saith, Abraham believed God, and it was imputed unto him for righteousness: and he was called the Friend of God.

Ye see then how that by works a man is justified, and not by faith only.

Likewise also was not Rahab the harlot justified by works, when she had received the messengers, and had sent [them] out another way?

For as the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without works is dead also.

He's knockin'...

He that comes to you with Christ can at least be tested.

1Jo 4:1 Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone outinto the world.

He that comes to you with "love," comes to you only to deceive, even if he is not aware of it himself, with an open hand that is as equally empty as his heart and soul towards you. Learn Christ/Torah before you propose to "love" anyone.

Jer 17:9 The heart [is] deceitful above all [things], and desperately wicked: who can know it?

Do you keep the Sabbath? Do you keep the commandments? Do you love God, your Creator?
What does it matter to me if you say you love me and you do not do what I do and love whom I love? We can love our enemies only if we love ourselves and our Creator.

Jhn 14:15 If ye love me, keep my commandments.

1Jo 3:7 Little children, let no man deceive you: he that doeth righteousness is righteous, even as he is righteous.

1Jo 3:18 My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth.

Without Truth, your love is a serpent lying in wait to deceive. I kill serpents.

Gen 3:14-15 And the LORD God said unto the serpent, Because thou hast done this, thou [art] cursed above all cattle, and above every beast of the field; upon thy belly shalt thou go, and dust shalt thou eat all the days of thy life:
And I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed; it shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his heel.

Rom 16:20 And the God of peace shall bruise Satan under your feet shortly. The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ [be] with you. Amen.

Rev 12:9-11 And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him.
And I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, Now is come salvation, and strength, and the kingdom of our God, and the power of his Christ: for the accuser of our brethren is cast down, which accused them before our God day and night.
And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.

 

 

Aight, I been busy, what? Just a few days maybe week since I last posted anything. I been working on CU (www.christian-underground.com) just posting and teaching people who will hear. I post under the name of Eveningstar, which is part of another screenname I have on AOL, EveningStarShade, which I got by revelation from the Holy Spirit, I believe...

Anyway, I suggest checking out sights like that and (www.theologyreview.com). They banned me from there but I forgive them and it's still the best forum site I've come across on the web. Some very crafty characters there tho,so be careful. Same with CU, be careful.

At theologyreview they deleted a lot of my work and plan to use it again posing me as somebody else...It's like it's always been, they steal the Word of the LORD and claim It for themselves...No harm done really, because the Word is no good unless you live It.

Well, I got some soup on the stove, and need to do some chores around the house, so I'll add more this evening maybe.

Have a wonderful rainy day.

Soooo...I've been busy again...Really crazy couple of weeks. My sister's boyfriend, a real jerk, attacked me and I had to go to the police and have a restraining order taken out against him, and go to court and follow up on that.

He's been living...leeching off of my family for like seven years now. Real psycho dude. I am always on edge when he is around, he's a nutcase, so I was afraid most of the time when he was living here. He drinks and is just full of demons and bad news...

I think God sent him to live with us to keep me in line kinda, like Paul was sent some kind of "thorn."

2Cr 12:7-9a "And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure.

For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me.

And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness."

But, it is nice to have him away now and to be able to enjoy my home and family without anyone having to fear for their lives and safety.

I feel really bad for him most of the time. He's not in control of who he can be or really is. He's a lost soul and he's angry and violent about it. But I totally despise the way he chooses the innocent as victims of his wrath rather thean confront whatever really is eating away at him. I'm sure it's worse than I can imagine for him. So I'm left kind of at a loss as to what to do for him. Every time I opened my hand to help him, he rejected me ferociously. He's a victim of every sin in the book but the worst is Pride.

Anyway, time to move on with our lives here at my home. It's going to be difficult because of the damage left upon our psyches and souls...

not to mention the debt and general chaos the house suffers from.

I hold out great hope for us now though. I think we can all blossom gradually and naturally without fear of violent outbursts of unjustified anger. He only got angry because I wouldn't let him subject the entire house to his crazy hellbent will.

So it was worth whatever pain and humiliation I suffered.

This was a War on Terror in my own home.

Yet, I still feel badly for him..an impossible situation, we could not be friends...He was just too far gone...Hopefully, he'll find some kind of I don't know what, existence to releave some of the pain I believe he is in all the time...

Anyway, that's what's happening on the homefront.

Now, I've been able to get back to things that need to be done around here.

Well, there, I've vented that.

I've got some work to do now, so perhaps this evening I'll write more...

Be well all..repent! the Kingdom is nigh...

So, not too shocking news...(www.christian-underground.com) banned me too. That's three separate christian online forums that have banned me now, all of them for revealing something they'd rather bury like Christ.
We were discussing anti-semetism in the church and I was telling them that I thoughtHitler was righteous minded. For this they took the opportunity to ban me, I was a little upset, but I know how the devil and his minions play, so it was not surprising.
Be very careful if you visit that forum about giving away personal info and saying too much. They are some extremely crafty and carnivorous individuals I think...No place for a Jew or Christian to fellowship.
It was funny, there is this obvious heathen, gentile and some fake jews trying to come across as Messianic, and they started a thread about anti-semetism, as I said, and what came out is that most of them are racist and antisemites posing as otherwise, and I, a Jew, was defending Hitler and they ban me for being an anti-semite...
Very funny. Not really though.
I'll try and get a link to the thread and post it in my next entry, but right now I can't even log on at all. All that comes up is "You are banned"
Computers are strange things, and I'm afraid evil people use them to further alienate each other. Stupid as hell, but some people are like that.

So that's it for this entry. Hot day today. I spent the day doing chores and am ready for a good night's rest.

Keep it real.

Be careful who you trust.

 

I asked folks if the were any believers at greatestjournal, and I'm glad to find there are a few...but two put up quite a stink about it tho...They inspired me to answer with the following revelation:

"That doesn't make any sense. Christians haven't manifested an idea of God, God has mainfested Christians.

The Way is "straight and narrow" that leads to Life. Few find it.

Yet, those who do are the only ones with the ability to think for themselves, for they are truly Free, made so by their relationship with God. Those who go the way of the world are blind and without freewill, they are slaves to sin. Your will and mind cannot be free when you are a slave to sin.

The nice lady next door is your neighbor, perhaps you ought to go over and introduce yourself and offer to be her friend.

Killing is not a religion I have much knowledge of. Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, [and] to keep himself unspotted from the world. (James 1:27)
That doesn't sound like a religion for murderers. Perhaps when it is mixed with state and politics, and particularly, sin, it becomes one?
Hope is not an emotion, and godly people do not tend to be emotional. Emotions are vain and frequently untrue, which is probably why Eve was so quick to be led astray by the devil's entreaty...Christians have affectations of God, like Hope, Faith and Charity which never lead to cold and uncaring individuals but groups of successful truly worthy gods who keep all ships afloat no matter how unworthy and ungrateful they are for them.
The sinful, on the other hand become cold and uncaring as a matter of course and cannot see, nor comprehend the whole of mankind. They become egotistcal knowitalls who imagine they are lofty and can grasp such concepts as the "Universe as a whole." One will go a lot further for people of all kinds by being concerned with self, for it is yourself who acts and does everyday, not the universe as a whole. The universe as a whole is cold and uncaring or seems so, to one imagining he understands it all or that someday he will. How vain and egomaniacal!
Lastly, "holds back society"?!! If it were not for the patient endurance of a few Saints, willing to be left behind for the good of the whole, following Jesus' example, there would and could be no such thing as society or advancement in any area of life that is not meaninglessand cruel. Faith and reliance upon the Father to provide is what has reaped every good gift that society has garnered throughout the ages and continues to reap even though we've beccome so bloody sure of ourselves, surging forward in sin, negating the gifts as quick as we realize them.
And here is why.
Jer 31:37 Thus saith the LORD; If heaven above can be measured, and the foundations of the earth searched out beneath, I will also cast off all the seed of Israel for all that they have done, saith the LORD.
We're not here to advance or succeed apart from God and as a matter of fact, such is impossible. And it is those who think we can that "hold us back."
Jhn 15:5 I am the vine, ye [are] the branches: He that abideth in me, and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without me ye can do nothing.
And if you'll think about it, there really is no place we are going, we are here to learn to live together, failing that, there is no use in all the technology and progress we might achieve in all the "whole universe." Without godliness and purity and nobility and the "mystery of the gospel."
And this Faith is the 'Whole Universe',"expanding in society like the grain of a mustard seed; working toward the pervasion of society like the leaven in a lump." (Marvin R Vincent)



Think about it, God creates a perfect Paradise for those He made in His Image and then tells them "Here, it's yours, have fun, only avoid that tree there because it's fruit is no good and when and if you eat of it, you'll die, and I love you and this Creation enough to warn you now." He not only gives them everything He has created, He gives them Life and His Attributes, so that He is sure they will make the right choice, because His Spirit dwells in them and He never errs. For there is no darkness in God, only Light. The Warning is a supreme act of love only surpassed by the Final Atonement of Himself for all of Creation, saving all from the affects of the fall of Adam and Eve and in the end defeating Death Eternally, asking no more of His then that they rely upon Faith in Him.
He sets two images of Himself in Paradise and gives them everything in it! As well as something to do so that they'll enjoy their new residence to the utmost.
Now, what happens? Satan, the enemy, opposition and accuser of all Creation Fools Eve who in turn leads Adam to believe the mistake is not what it is, and Adam out of blindness, makes the same mistake, and both fall.
Imagine how God must have felt when they betrayed Him! After all His Work and Care and the Warning, surely they would not have gone astray. Surely His Spirit would enable them and they would not fall into temptation.
God is as Pure as He wishes them to remain. God is not some being with dark and light attributes. He is all Light and this is made obvious by the fact that He is completely dumbfounded when He learns of their tresspass. And that is why, though it were a single sin, they were cast out of the Garden only to be redeemed by the ultimate sacrifice~God Himself in the Person of Jesus Christ.

1Cr 15:22 For as in Adam all die, even so in Christ shall all be made alive. "

 

Then at another site...

 

Some guy whose username on this Christian site was "Huntsman" was trying to convince me that being gay is a genetic issue that can't be helped...The Spirit moved me to respond thusly:

Horsedung, it's not okay and it makes you a liar.

Rev 22:15 For without [are] dogs, and sorcerers, and whoremongers, and murderers, and idolaters, and whosoever loveth and maketh a lie.


I can fully understand why one who "Huntsman" would want homosexuals to feel okay in their abomination, for they become easy prey...
That's Cain's Way.


Homosexuals have been using everything but the plain truth since day one to excuse themselves of this abomination. It starts in childhood, and usually because of mothers and fathers who lead their children into "private" sinful lusts of the flesh and initiate them at a very young age into beastial abominations within their households, these families become in time national leaders with political powers, etc. and that is why society is quicker to become tolerant of gays than intolerant of them, becoming instead a Christian Nation. The Powers that be are corrupt and want homosexual rights and priviledges.

Lusting even after a wife is a sin and fornication is always a base act that is beneath our Heavenly nature.

Consider the 144,000 sealed. These are "gods." And there is nothing the world fears more than that these should be raised fully aware of their stature and true nature. The world would rather have them believe in homosexuality, and that theirinnocence was "queer." Because they would obviously be as fair as women and not meatheaded neanderthals and bitches that make most american males what they are-abominations.


Rev 14:4-5 These are they which were not defiled with women; for they are virgins. These are they which follow the Lamb whithersoever he goeth. These were redeemed from among men, [being] the firstfruits unto God and to the Lamb.
And in their mouth was found no guile: for they are without fault before the throne of God.

 

 

 

I'm totally annoyed with the amount of cowardice and idiocy in my world today...I've had enough of y'all. I'm goin' ta bed. Good night.
See yas tmrw. Dream well, my brethren, sleep on edge mine enemies...and all those who oppose themselves...


Praying hard tonight for all before I lay my ass down to rest.

This entry and the following few are just entries I had over at greatestjournal, that I'm transferring to this one as well...They're beginning to hide over there as well. I mean, they know who I am and have taken steps toward keeping people from investigating their site and finding my journal...

 

So, I'm thinking what a bunch of morons we've all become in Satan's hands. I'm thinking especially of men, because I am one and I tend never to blame women for anything that society or "humanity" suffers from or for. Because the men ought always be held accountable for society's ills. If men behave, women have to or their misbehaviour will be obvious and condemned instantly by all. But instead we have gluttonous pigdogs who celebrate adultery and whoredom in excess and glory in fracas and strength to row.

It does not seem to affect any that the fight is unjust and insanely criminal. There are no heroes or nobles left it seems, or they are fast becoming an endangered species for lack of anything worthy to protect and call "home."

But what a bunch of swine eating buffoons most men have become...and the really frightening thing is that the next generation, seeing their father's mistakes have chosen to make the very same mistakes rather then avoid them and live in Christ.

I cannot tolerate stupidity and militant ignorance.

It's really hard to form any kind of Unity among brethren when we cannot agree on the simplist issues of doctrine and honor covenants that ought to be the very backbone of our governing powers. Government has no backbone and no sense of right.

Youth wishes to do what youth does best and that is to waste itself on fanciful dreams and fun, which I understand and fully appreciate their right to do so, but when made wise in Christ, you have the ability to truly capitilize on your life and God's gift to you which is your singularity and uniqueness within His Plan for all, and to waste that seems hatred unredeemable and unbecoming of man.

And to whom do you owe any respect whatsoever if the older generations actually encourage you to make asses of yourselves?

Beware, Satan is playing this card hard as well. He'll leave everyone at one another's throats and glory in the fast decaying harvest he shall reap.

Mormon 2:7,12-15And it came to pass that we did gather in our people as fast as it were possible, that we might get them together in one body.

And it came to pass that when I, Mormon, saw their lamentation and their mourning and their sorrow before the Lord, my heart did begin to rejoice within me, knowing the mercies and the long-suffering of the Lord, therefore supposing that he would be merciful unto them that they would again become a righteous people.

But behold this my joy was vain, for their sorrowing was not unto repentance, because of the goodness of God;but it was rather the sorrowing of the damned, because the Lord would not always suffer them to take happiness in sin.

And they did not come unto Jesus with broken hearts and contrite spirits, but they did curse God, and wish to die. Nevertheless they would struggle with the sword for their lives.

And it came to pass that my sorrow did return unto me again, and I saw that the day of grace was passed with them, both temporally and spiritually; for I saw thousands of them hewn down in open rebellion against their God, and heaped up as dung upon the face of the land. And thus three hundred and forty and four years had passed away.

Yet the work will go on...for it must and this is what men fear most...because their reign draweth to a close, and then cometh the judgment when the entire Creation will know what cowards they truly were. And all those great heroes and collosal men of strength and valor that you've come to believe in will be revealed to be nothing more than whores.

1Nephi 14:7-10 For the time cometh, saith the Lamb of God, that I will work a great and a marvelous work among the children of men; a work which shall be everlasting, either on the one hand or on the other—either to the convincing of them unto peace and life eternal, or unto the deliverance of them to the hardness of their hearts and the blindness of their minds unto their being brought down into captivity, and also into destruction, both temporally and spiritually, according to the captivity of the devil, of which I have spoken.
And it came to pass that when the angel had spoken these words, he said unto me: Rememberest thou the covenants of the Father unto the house of Israel? I said unto him, Yea.
And it came to pass that he said unto me: Look, and behold that great and abominable church, which is the mother of abominations, whose founder is the devil.
And he said unto me: Behold there are save two churches only; the one is the church of the Lamb of God, and the other is the church of the devil; wherefore, whoso belongeth not to the church of the Lamb of God belongeth to that great church, which is the mother of abominations; and she is the whore of all the earth.